Whenever it’s time to cut my hair, I will be standing at the crossroad. For me, it has always been a dilemma to find the perfect saloon. I ended up saloon-hopping.

A hairstylist that reads our minds because I’m sick of explaining. A hairstylist that understands what suits us. And perhaps, someone who makes small talk with us. That’s what I’m looking for. Pretty demanding, isn’t it?

But, I think I’ve found mine.

I’ve realised that it do takes time to see the good within something or someone. We just have to wait for the flower to bloom and we shall keep coming back for more.

A small talk does make me happy, bL!nk$t@R.

After both trips to the highland and island, I reaffirm my love towards the sky. I never knew I love the sky that much until my trip to both places which enabled me to witness the different formation of clouds and helped to redefine the colour of blue. You know you love something when you truly enjoy it. Thanks to life, I’m here to experience the marvels of nature.

Truth be told, I missed camping during high school. Not only it’s the time when I gain a few days of freedom, but also a chance for me to be one step closer to mother nature. During those days, I never really give the wonders of nature a second thought. Only the smell of forest lingers in my mind and that was sufficient to make my day. Walking, eating and sleeping in the jungle was a superb experience. I want more.

As time passes, my interest towards the environment grows and championing green issues has become a great past time. The thought of backpacking alone has been on my mind lately. One thing for sure, I’m so desperate to hug a tree.

The tree in my heart has grown taller and it needs more air, water and sunshine to nourish the soul..

When blue meets green, bL!nk$t@R.

That night, I had one of my best sleeps ever. Because I decided to draw the finish line and because I know I should not continue to mess up my life and let fate  to ruin my own future. It’s a full stop.

That past, is not allowed to park under my life anymore. Erasing the memory is not what I ask for. The key thing here is, I want to move on whether I forget or not. Work is in progress.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. In the pursuit of current life, my dreams almost went missing. I can’t imagine the fact that one day I woke up and realise that I no longer have dreams, not even a single one. In fact, the dreams are always there. It’s just that I took a different route and lost my way. Fortunately, there is a u-turn along the road and I’m on my way back. Thank God, I made the turn. Otherwise, I will fall deeper into the bottomless hole and maybe never get back to where I suppose to be.

No doubt, I’m suppose to be where I am right now regardless of what had happened. It’s not a mistake, no regrets.

Waking up with hope, bL!nk$t@R.

Shakespeare, finally I got a glimpse of it. The 2 hours Hamlet drama was staged at KL Performing Arts Center. It was about revenge and love. I was amazed by the main character’s ability to memorise his lines. Mind you, it’s a very long one and he speaks so damn fast. There are parts that I couldn’t understand what are those characters uttering esepcially with those heavy accents. I know I have to buck up on my English literature. Despite all this, it was a good show though.

venturing into Shakespeare, bL!nk$t@R.

A terrible week passed me by. It seems that I’ve wasted my life during that week after watching an inspirational movie about life and death. Life is too short. Life screams by. By the time we notice it, most of the things had gone.

I felt silly for dwelling on the past and allows it to come back and hurt me even more. It’s sad and wets the eyes. The present made available some spaces for the past to continue . Because of the lack of courage. The courage to do something about it.

It’s clear in my mind that I know what to do. Everything is not vague. Most of the time we are so busy battling with our inner self that we have no time to act.  We focused on the wrong thing. It’s a blunder that we know we shall not repeat and yet doing it again.

I swear to live an even better life.

Going to stop battling with my inner self, bL!nk$t@R.

Lately, I’ve been flipping through this “advertising+marketing” magazine whenever I’m shaking my legs. So far, I’ve read 5 issues. It’s filled with marketing terms and readers are being exposed to the different aspects of the industry. There is still a long way to go for me to fully understand it. Honestly, one thing did change. My admiration for the industry’s top guns grows day by day. Even for the young and talented ones too. Let alone the fact that they are high earners. You can see the fiery passion burning in them. That’s what I like the most.

Almost famous, bL!nk$t@R.

I’m like you. And, you are just like me. There are times that I don’t even know whether what I’m thinking is right or not and whether what I’m dreaming will come true. To the extend that I dream consciously every night before sleep. I giggled. I smiled.

The dream may just shatter on the next morning you wake up. Your mind go blank. You stare into space. You lose hope. You just want to know why. Sadly, no one can give you the answer.

I always ask myself. How far would I go for certain things in life? I was so afraid that I will step into a bottomless hole and can never get back to where I am now.

There are things that are not in the field of our control. It’s not like you work hard then you will achieve success. A sense of uncertainty fills the air. At times, you can’t even see where you are going. It’s just too misty.

“See how first”, bL!nk$t@R.

No handphone. No internet. No Mp3 player. No alarm clock. No watch.

That is what a true holiday is. Seriously, I lived up to it.

I’m just glad that I made an effort to escape the bustling city life and retreat to the highlands. Below are the awesome things that took place over there:

• saw a rainbow appeared after the rain
• saw the sun set above the clouds
• saw a star blinking throughout the night
• woke up to a great sunrise
• ran amidst the mist, against the chilling wind
• drank cold beer on a chilling night

You don’t really get this kind of experience in the concrete jungle.

understood the true meaning of holiday, bL!nk$t@R.

Let alone the fact that I’m blue today. I know, this is one of the minor things in life that I have to face. Don’t know why, the blue bug always strucked me on thursday recently. It’s fine. I just need some sleep and spend time chilling out on my own.

Tonight, I’m jazzing up my surroundings with Jamie Cullum. A totally unknown guy before my friend introduce to me. If you chanced upon him, please do watch his live performance. It will be a jaw-dropping experience and this is the kind of person who is deserved to be labelled as a performer.

Jazzing up the night, bL!nk$t@R.

I guess today is a pretty smooth day. Everything flows in its order, things are done as planned. Rising from bed at 8am for a workout session was the first task to kickstart my day. Frankly speaking, I felt great especially after the adrenaline rush and a cool shower.

Later on, I headed back home and was just in time for brunch. There are 2 things that should not be left out: newspaper and tea.  Nowadays, the headline no longer grab my attention. I’m just sicked of the political situation of the country. It’s merely preventing us from leading a better life. So, I shall not waste time on it.

I promised myself to flip through the stack of academic readings. “Work hard, play hard” as the saying goes. There’s quite a number of stuffs that require us to crack our brains. Never mind. Time out phase  is arriving soon.

Interlude coming very soon, bL!nk$t@R.