I took out my calculator and start counting some figures. Sigh. I’m taking a step back to review my decision.
There are still some minor things in life that I’m learning to do. Things that even a child is capable of doing. It may seem to be small, but it’s huge to me and requires lots of courage. I wonder, is there anyone who is facing the same problem like me?
That inner me is struggling in the water at times. It needs a float, or perhaps, a lifeguard to save it. Still, silence is my best defense against all.
Gazing at strangers, staring at the tv, I dream vividly about the times that yet to come. I guess I’m pretty clear of what’s ahead of me. Just that I have to return to reality which is something my heart withheld assent against it since my brain ripens. Or, you could say that it’s a sort of silent protest in me.
The silent protester wants to be heard, bL!nk$t@R.